the pain and shame of being a chronic masterbation addict

 i love touching myself more than having sex i no thats hard to understand for most people its a sick disgusting addiction i cant get hard any other way the immense shame this horrific addition causes is constant the thought of anyone seeing my pics and vids is overwhelming the exposure using my real name is its own identity now snowballing out of control impossible to stop my pics pop up everywhere i deserve to be looked at as a perverted freak as that is what ive become choosing this as my future