weak minded failure paul greenwell now pathetic sissy slut

the urges to dress up like a cheap slut and expose myself to the world have always been there they have become far to strong over the last 5 yrs so much so i have no control over them anymore its become a way of life for me now the shame and constant humiliation i feel are so over whelming and deeply set into my mind by the very closed relationships ive had and have with doms both masters and mistress they have ruined me to the stage where i have become depended on them and now crave there attention daily